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product_id: 261016358
title: "If He Had Been with Me"
price: "310 DH"
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reviews_count: 9
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# Bestseller status Young adult fiction 320 pages If He Had Been with Me

**Price:** 310 DH
**Availability:** ✅ In Stock

## Summary

> 📚 Love, Loss, and Everything In Between - Don't Miss Out!

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- **What is this?** If He Had Been with Me
- **How much does it cost?** 310 DH with free shipping
- **Is it available?** Yes, in stock and ready to ship
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## Key Features

- • **Emotional Depth:** Explore themes of longing, loss, and self-discovery.
- • **Captivating Prose:** Engaging writing that keeps you turning pages.
- • **Cultural Resonance:** Connect with a story that speaks to the millennial experience.
- • **A Heartfelt Journey:** Dive into a poignant tale of love and friendship.
- • **Relatable Characters:** Experience the ups and downs of adolescence.

## Overview

If He Had Been with Me is a captivating young adult novel that explores the complexities of friendship and love through the eyes of two childhood friends, Autumn and Finny, as they navigate their senior year of high school. With its relatable characters and emotional depth, this bestseller resonates with readers seeking a heartfelt story.

## Description

desertcart.com: If He Had Been with Me: 9781728205489: Nowlin, Laura: Books

Review: If He Had Been with Me (Collector's Edition) - Okay, first of all, this is a gorgeous collector's edition. I love the built-in bookmark and the fact that the book itself is a hardcover rather than a paperback, so it didn't get too beat up in my possession. I loved reading Autumn's story, even though for the majority of the book I found her insufferable. I think that as the book started to wrap up I began to realize that her personality was just part of the character the author was going for.
Review: Emotional Journey - I’ll be honest—this book started a little slow for me, and I worried it might not live up to the hype. But a few chapters in, I was completely drawn into the story. By the middle, I’d grown so attached to the characters that I knew heartbreak was inevitable. What a wonderful, emotional journey—thank you for such a powerful story.

## Technical Specifications

| Specification | Value |
|---------------|-------|
| Best Sellers Rank | #1,334 in Books ( See Top 100 in Books ) #3 in Teen & Young Adult Friendship Fiction #6 in Teen & Young Adult Fiction on Dating & Sex (Books) #12 in Teen & Young Adult Contemporary Romance |
| Customer Reviews | 4.2 4.2 out of 5 stars (61,359) |
| Dimensions  | 5.5 x 1 x 8.25 inches |
| Edition  | Reissue |
| Grade level  | 8 - 12 |
| ISBN-10  | 1728205484 |
| ISBN-13  | 978-1728205489 |
| Item Weight  | 14.1 ounces |
| Language  | English |
| Print length  | 400 pages |
| Publication date  | November 1, 2019 |
| Publisher  | Sourcebooks Fire |
| Reading age  | 14 - 18 years |

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## Customer Reviews

### ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ If He Had Been with Me (Collector's Edition)
*by K***K on January 20, 2026*

Okay, first of all, this is a gorgeous collector's edition. I love the built-in bookmark and the fact that the book itself is a hardcover rather than a paperback, so it didn't get too beat up in my possession. I loved reading Autumn's story, even though for the majority of the book I found her insufferable. I think that as the book started to wrap up I began to realize that her personality was just part of the character the author was going for.

### ⭐⭐⭐⭐ Emotional Journey
*by P***S on January 29, 2026*

I’ll be honest—this book started a little slow for me, and I worried it might not live up to the hype. But a few chapters in, I was completely drawn into the story. By the middle, I’d grown so attached to the characters that I knew heartbreak was inevitable. What a wonderful, emotional journey—thank you for such a powerful story.

### ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ heartrending but definitely on the sweeter side of bitter-sweet
*by B***B on January 15, 2016*

"Like all things that have become history, I now feel as if I always knew it, as if all through this story, it had been lurking in the shadows. The story underneath the story." This F'ing book!! It gave me a bad bout of depression laced with a hint of bipolar disorder then hope and ultimately sadness and curiosity...damn unresolved ending...Is she or isn't she??? I moped around the house while reading this book from the very first page and it wasn't until about 90(ish)% done that I started to feel anything other than despair and frustration. The beginning of the book starts off letting us know that a horrible thing will occur. So yeah, we were warned but waiting for it to come to pass was agonizingly slow (and slightly annoying) mainly because I wanted to smack Autumn (the quirky/beautiful MC) throughout the entire book. How blind can someone be to the fact that all your hopes and dreams are not only possible but completely within your grasp if you just get out of your own head and OPEN YOUR EYES??? "Finny, my Finny, kissed me. It was horrible. It was strange and wonderful. It felt like I was watching a meteor shower and did not know if it meant the stars were falling and the sky was breaking apart." The two main characters (Autumn and Finny) are EXTREMELY well formed. They are 3 dimensional, robust and without a doubt savory. Their relationship is exquisitely complex and undeniably beautiful. I manically kept watch on the page count. I wished desperately that I could freeze the moment and live within it a bit longer while simultaneously devouring each page because I just HAD to know what happened next....I read in bed. I read in front of the TV. I read in the bathroom and in the car BUT when I got to the end I cursed this freaking book because it was an unsatisfying (semi) Cliffy :-( Damn book! This heartbreaking, Coming of Age story deftly highlights how subjective our life experiences are. The writing is emotive, the characters and world building are excellently crafted and the sentiment is poignant and tragically beautiful. I think we all can relate to the cast of teens (and the Mothers as well) as they face the horrible truths of Adulthood. There are a host of Coming of Age realizations and each one made me feel like I was welcoming home an old, friendly pain that had slowly become inconspicuous by blending into the background din of Adulthood. Sound dramatic and fatalistic?? It does and this book has enormous amounts of both but the underlying sweet innocence of it all is heartrending and definitely on the sweeter side of bitter-sweet. I picked this book because I wanted to feel something. I wanted to feel something profoundly and this book delivered. My heart is still aching.

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